| i took a nap today...late evening...so now im not tired, but i need to be! figures...blah to inconvient sleep moods...i want to go to breakfast tomorrow with kelly...and i will, i just wont want to wake up for it...and it has to actually be early cause i have church at 11...hmm...
but then!!!! going to the one and only fitchburg state college to help the one and only meagan macaro, roomie, move in. danielle and i are meeting her there with some stuff for the room, and together we'll get it semi-set up. oooo i cant wait to see our place of residence and the two of them. and renovations to look forward to. im officially excited...aaaand now i feel like a ditz. okay, enough of that.
camp is over. wierd. ten weeks flew by. at the same, it feels like it was a while. strange how that happens. its nice to be finished with it, it was getting kind of redundant in some ways, not to mention time-consuming and exhausting (but hey, thats what you call a job, mary), but to be honest, i sort of miss the kids already. they are what kept us going all summer. their energy, the things they say, their smiles, hugs, and downright awesomeness. the young ones are cool cause they are cute and make you laugh and touch you in ways they dont even realize...things like how they always ask to sit with you on the bus...it can totally make your day. and the older ones are fun cause they can joke around and and actually hold a quasi converstaion or play games that are fun for you, too...but then at times you want to scream at them for giving you attitude or you think they dont think youre cool cause youre like the authority figure, and they are wicked obnoxious, but then its the next session and you fill in for their current counselor, and the "worst" kid says, "youre with our group today? YEAH!" and that right there is a huge ego boost and tells you that youre doing something right.
time to try to lull myself to sleep...adam sat with my pillow for the movie, so that might help...what a kid...things will be different at school...not worse, and maybe not better, either...just definitely different...we shall see...im ready for it. i think he is, too, in some ways, at least. bottom line: we're us. that will never change.
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| so i feel like im back at school, cause here i am updating instead of doing my homework. well, its stuff for camp, but basically thats what it is: homework. and i have to get up early for work, and then sleep over there...oh well, i slept late (really late, sheesh) today, so im all messed up anyway.
tonight was kind of cool though. we hung around, ran a couple errands, visited kelly at work! gave her a birthday hug, a day late, but thats okay. it was nice to just chat for a little while. she and adam hadnt seen each other in a really long time. i love them both so much.
AND, i talked to sir michael online tonight - he has a girl! yay for mike. her name is sarah and they graduated from high school together and she has an appartment in boston for this year, cause she goes to massart, and he asked her out by peeling the candy buttons off the paper to spell, 'will you go out with me' and that is such a mike thing to do, and seriously just last night i said to adam, i wonder whats up with the girl aspect of mikes life, and then tonight i found out cause he IMed me and told me, and theyve been going out since august 2nd. so its wierd but very cool how that stuff happens. i miss mike.
the red sox game last night was amazingly fun. i hadnt been to fenway in at least a few years, and was great to be there, experiencing the heart of boston baseball. all the fans come together, decked out in their gear, buy rediculously overpriced hot dogs and beer (or water, haha), and cheer on their team. its awesome. plus, to multiply the magical atmosphere, was my date, of course. thats his territory, his passion, his favorite place in the world, and i got to share it with him. i think it really hit me, like really hit me, in the bottom of the fourth inning when varitek stepped up to bat. i dont know why that moment stood out, but all of the sudden i thought, wow, here i am with him. his arm is around me. we're at a red sox game. i guess i cant explain it. i mean of course i knew i was with him the whole time...i was so excited about it for days, and even moreso when we got there, but somehow, it all pinacled right there. im corny, i know, but i write what i feel...and i could keep going forever. there are never really words to say it just right.
thats fine though. words are secondary to bonds and understanding. its crazy. for something to be so real that it makes it impossible to be grasped. to be so unbelievably sure of something, but have no way to define it other than to know, and to know that the other person knows, is one of the most intense feelings ever. intensely wonderful. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i have so much to write about, reflect on, spill...but now i am finally sleepy.
i'll be brief...ahhh it just dosnt feel like enough...does it ever...
i bought two pairs of sneakers, by choise
i went to friendlys and a movie with caherine
played a board game at home with andrew catherine adam
two more weeks of work at camp
love is the most beautiful thing in the world.
it just is...for so many reaons. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| spent an entire evening at home. it was kind of wierd, but pretty nice. wow, that hasnt happened in a long time. but yeah, steve gave us the night off. i got some work done, and ate with everybody else at the kitchen table. and i talked to kelly! we're going out for breakfast on saturday!!!!! well golly gee, its about time. hooray! my day definitely did not feel right though until i got my phone call from the best thing in the world, and we talked for a while before saying goodnight. moms right, it is an addiction. to say the least. "i love you...thats all there is to it."
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| i just had an inspirational heart to heart with anthony. hes an amazing kid, and i have a feeling i will be thanking him...well, i already am, but yeah. im too tired to map it all out now, but my task of facing mom and dad in a very thought-out, mature, well-organzied-with-good-points manner, cannot be put off much longer. plus, i reaaaallly want to spend a night in newport this weekend. anyway, i cant wait to give/get an anthony hug.
time for bed. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| happy weekend!
hehe, okay, im a dork. and i make it sound like the weekdays are unbearable. theyre not. they just make the weekends more special cause they are waaaayyy more draining (the weekdays, that is). although my most recent timecard was actually fewer hours...blah...
there were so many funny things that kids said at camp today...i should have written them down...i was with alaric's group today, and they were younger kids (sooo cute and a blast...although much slower getting from place to place...i was very scared about being late for closing, and my normal group was doing the skit today...im pretty sure steve was waiting for us, cause as soon as we started sitting on our bench, he shouted his usual obnoxiously loud but very entertaining and camp-appropriate greeting)... but anyway, it was a good day at work, filled with merciless tickling from one of my most lovable campers, terrified tears from the haunted house participants, an upset mom at bus duty, my evaluation meeting, my junior counselor's last day, winning diary of the week (yay!!), 4-way capture the flag, tons of hugs , and endless smiling faces (most of the time...). its a good job.
i thanked clem on wednesday for finding me that job. ahh, clem...got to love her. we talked briefly about babysitting over the school year. she mentioned that she will probably have to go out to their property in fitchburg for some work sometimes, so she could drop the kids of at my dorm. ummmm...i dont see russell towers being all that child-friendly. shes funny...who brings their kids to a college campus to be babysat?...i mean i know its me and the mcnamaras, but still...i dont know, i guess thats what happens when she thinks out loud. it would be awesome if we could figure something out for the school year though.
white mountains tomorrow!!!!! hooray. my most favoritest place in the world. i remember writing about it for mr paul, when we had to find our calm, inner spot, or something. although, its being rivaled by adams arms...thats a pretty amazing, comforting place, too. oooo...sitting by the lost river in the white mountains, in adams arms...there we go...and of course a campfire next to us...that would be incredible. but yes, tomorrow at this time i will be able to hear the rippling waters of the lost river, deep in the gorgeous white mountains of new hampshire. nice.
long week ending in cuddling means great sleep.
goodnight. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i love weekends. theyre so refreshing. does that mean that im psyched and ready to jump up and go to work tomorrow? no, not really. i do like work, though. but man, weekends...so good.
mini golf, hiking at purgatory chasm, shopping (with shannon!), canoeing, movies, breakfast, church, puppies at the mall, pizza, frozen lemonade, families, baseball, tv, smiles, hugs, him...
thats why i love weekends.
:) | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i want to come over
to hell with the consequence
you told me you love me
that's all i believe
i want to come over
it's a need i can't explain
to see you again
okay, so the song is really about an affair, but without considering that, i relate to those lines...
*sigh*
i miss him. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so...yeah...im staying up a little later tonight cause i slept really late today and i dont have work in the morning...i can tell that i will love weekends this summmer (i already do)...cause during the week is just c-r-a-z-y...crazy. im making money though, and that feels good...i missed that over the school year...but i know its money i cant spend much of...but its a sense of accomplishment nonetheless.
i like working at camp, even though it is really draining and consumed what seemed like my life for the past few weeks...now that trainging and all of my certification stuff is done, it should get into a more normal schedule...it kind of sucks to think that i automatically have two weeknights and everyday weekday taken by work, but i like having weekends off...im even getting used to the early mornings. and i like going to bed feeling tired from a long day...it makes me feel like i was productive, or something.
but how i miss people. there is never ever enough time. my mom says i have to schedule "me time" that isnt taken up by anything except what i might want to do. i think the problem is that i want to do too much. i want to do everything with everybody. jean is torn between a couple parties that are being held on the same weekend...that must be so difficult. heres the killer...he knows which one he wants to go to, but dosnt want to offend anybody, and implied that he could go to both already. man...how i wish i couldnt relate to that. a couple people didnt understand what the difficult part of his decision was...just go to the one he wanted...if only it were that easy. it seems like no matter what i do, its never enough. i dont want to whine, or make it sound like i do all this stuff for people and they are ungratefull or anything...not at all...what i guess i mean is that there is always something to think about, someone to get back to, whether for babysitting or fun stuff, always a mental list. of course, there is also the fact that i am made to understand that people feel shafted, which gets to me big time.
example:
ive been home from school for over a month now...i havnt hung out with kelly once...the closest we got was when she stopped by upon seeing my car at the mcnamaras...so we switched off holding dennis and talked while we wathced the girls play on the swingset...it was awesome, but not the same, and not even close to long enough. shes really really busy too. we totally understand, and get in phone calls when we can...
its my grandmothers birthday on monday. i'll be at camp during the day, so we are going out tomorrow, like we go out every year. jay and david are coming for it. the actual party is on monday, though, since its her real bday and her sister cant come tomorrow. i dont have a present for her yet. i have no idea what to get her.
im supposed to go out with the girls on monday. i told shannon i could a few days ago. i was looking forward to it. family comes first. of course i am staying for my grandma's party instead. shes my grandma.
it sucks that i cant do both. my mom says i cant please everyone...it feels like people tell me that all the time. honestly, that just makes me want to try harder. i dont like that outlook.
but she thinks im doing a good job balancing my life. work, friends, family, and i guess adam is his own category :P i mean hes not family, and hes different from a friend, so, yeah. actually, my mom looked at my calendar and said that she felt like she should invite him over, even if i wasnt there, cause it didnt look like i would be much. that was a little reassuring, too, cause it showed that my mom really does understand, most of the time (she and dad werent quite as understanding when i announced that he was on his way over at 10:10 thursday night)...hehe, oh well, he only stayed for about half an hour.
anyway, my parents are like, hey, youve got a full-time job and people in your life. welcome to adulthood. thats a little scary. i mean really. no more care-free summer vacations...this is it...i look at my brother and sister and think wow, those were the days...then i look me, and say no, these are the days. another thing my mom said is that it seems like i love my life, so thats a sign that everything is going okay. shes right, i do...and when it comes down to it, i think everything is going okay. this conversation was mostly on monday night, when i was feeling particularly stressed about being there for people...i havnt quite stopped thinking about it, but im starting to accept it.
well, i should go to bed. i had a note from my sister when i got home tonight. it made me smile. it ended by saying that i should go to bed early so i can get up and go to church, and no sleeping in (she was teasing me about today). its past early now...so im off. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| patch adams is a wonderful movie. its about helping people, and i like that. it gave me a nice warm feeling inside. or maybe it was the person i was watching it with that gave me that. hmm...i think it was a mix.
i miss my friends. i need to see all of them, now. well, soon...seriously...its time...plans must be made.
as for some deeper reflection of whats been on my mind lately:
im trying very hard to live according to the way my parents expect me to, respecting them and myself as best as i can. they've spent their life on me for the past nineteen years, so if i have to make some sacrifices (and/or force adam to make some, as the case may be) in order to show them that i know they are trying to do what is best for me, then so be it. here's the best part: i have full and undying support from the third party. he lets me vent about it, helps me go over it my head, gives his input, and in the end just tells me to do what i need to do. i know hes right when he says that once you compromise who you are, you are nothing. it was simply a matter of knowing who i am and what i value. i thank him from the bottom of my heart for helping me to figure that out and loving me for whatever i decided. cause really, i was making a decision for us. that decision puts him out of his way. what did he say as an overall response, when all was said and done? "mary, i think youre right...everything will work out." i cant ask for anything more than that. my goodness...how wonderful life is.
so then i was thinking about this. i was torn because of love. i was torn between my relationship with my parents and my relationship with adam. they all love me. i love all of them. i mean, love is grand, but man, sometimes it sucks too. but hey, i guess if you have to have to be in a tough situation, it might as well be because there is a lot of love in your life.
so right now i just feel like im at a really good spot. ive got fabulous friends, who give me the time of my life and i know i can count on them for whatever comes along. ive got my family...its crazy sometimes, but when it comes down to it, i wouldnt have it any other way. ive got him...that speaks for itself. ive got a job that im really excited about so far. ive got an education. ive got faith. ive got me, my definition of who i am and what i hold near and dear to my heart and soul...and i like it.
on that note, im off to bed...early morning tomorrow watching my cousins. goodnight. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| the weekend was good. it went by more slowly than a long weekend ever has, especially camping...gee i wonder why...but i definitely enjoyed myself...my family is awesome.
i saw jake in the day after tomorrow. i really liked it. he did a great job, and made me proud. sara had better see it soon, hehe...
the best part was by far the boy sitting next to me, though. it was so good to see him...im going to be cliche here and say that my heart wanted to explode. i swear it almost did, or i almost did, or something. i was like, pacing my kitchen until he showed up, and then i just couldnt stop looking at him and smiling...okay, im gushing now...i'll stop. *sigh* i love him. not even just in a little, whimsical, oh, i love him, way. i do. i love him.
early to bed...big day tomorrow with work at camp harrington and then babysitting...i'll sleep well tonight, cause i have a feeling i'll fall asleep smiling. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| friends are awesome. in general. they just are.
i went mini-golfing today with what my mom referred to as "the group from spam." yes, the 'a' belonged there...a slang term jay made up a while ago for beloved st peter-marian. i hadnt seen most of them since spring break...it was so good to talk and joke around and eat ice cream and pretend to play mini-golf. we had our own little style of playing...jared would go backwards, chris would be like, yeah, im counting that, rob and i would pass to each other and knock each other's in...well, not shannons team, she kept them in line, hehe. she won, of course. :P but it was really really nice to just be able to pick up where we had left off. like i said, friends are awesome.
patrick called the other night. that meant a lot to me. a lot. we talked for a while, about whatever. he said that he called cause he had a rough day, and he called a friend to talk about it, and she called him a pain in the ass for the way he couldnt really say what he wanted, or was saying he wanted to talk about it, but then he didnt want to talk...and he thought to himself, mary is the only person who i can really talk to like this, and understands. so he called, and told me that, and we talked. it was great. despite everything, he could still do that, and that made me immensely happy. i thanked him, and he said, well, i didnt do it for you, i did it for me...somehow that made it even more meaningful...like it was real. so thats what im saying, friends are awesome.
on a sadder note, i lost one of my rings today. well, colleen did. shes only two though, so im blaming myself. see, she loves the ring i wear on my left hand cause it has a blue stone, and blue is her favorite color. so all the time, she asks to wear my ring. today, i let her have it when i was trying to get the house key back from her, and a while later, while we were playing outside, she still had it. i would forget about it, then see it on her thumb...she was being very careful to not let it fall off. so, she was sitting in my lap on the swing, and we were swinging, and i said, oh, colleen, do you still have my ring? she answered with a simple, "no." i asked when she dropped it, and she said "just now"...well, she is sort of still working on the concept of time, but it didnt matter all that much cause she dropped it sometime in between her being on her swing and my swing, cause i saw it on her when she was on her swing. heres the catch: their swingset is on top of woodchips...maura immediately picked up a magnifying glass that colleen had been using earlier to "look for treasure" and started searching the wood chips. we didnt find it. oh well...its a ring, not the end of the world...maura asked if i had another ring i could wear other than the one on my other hand, and when i said yes, she was blown away. she was like, "you have three rings?" ahhh...the things that amaze kids...they are so sweet...i absolutely love those children.
adam came over tonight. :) we arent going to see each other for three or four days :( so he made a special late visit...it was nice. we sat and talked...we're pretty good at doing that. my pillow was on the couch, and he sat against it, so im looking forward to falling asleep with his scent right there. i love how he smells...its so comforting and, and dont know, adam. yeah.
camping tomorrow. im pretty excited. i havnt been camping since last summer. we're going to the cape, and jay's coming on saturday to go to the beach. im looking forward to actually being with my family for a few days...and im looking forward to the campfires...yay for campfires...
time to head to bed..i have to get up and pack tomorrow, and remember to go to the bank (hooray for making deposits)...yeah...okay, i'll do it american idol style:
cote out. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| so im home...and everything that that implies.
good, bad, the works...
i miss school.
i love being home.
i guess that means im happy in both places.
its good to be home cause its my family and my house and no homework and blah blah, but its an adjustment, definitely. yeah, i miss the people, and the life, and the place in general...and its only been a week...well, whatever, i still do like to be home, its not that, its just, i dont know...i feel like i havnt even relaxed at home. im always doing something...babysitting, going out, getting paperwork and stuff done, worrying about my parents and maintaining our good relationship.
today was good though. i did nothing except sleep late and hang out here with adam. good times. food, movie, stories, tv...i liked it. my parents have to adjust to the whole boyfriend thing, big time. we're working on that. well, im working on it. their definition of adjusting though is "setting ground rules" which basically show how differently we view certain things and require me to follow how they see them. ugh. im trying. chris just said it best though, and made me smile. even though it wasnt in reference to this, it summarized my overall emotions:
BaseDeltaZero130: i have to say
BaseDeltaZero130: love rules
that it does.
:) | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| okay so once again, i am updating because i am sitting at my computer, pretending to do my homework. i cant focus though. not to worry, i will get it done...i always do...im not sleepy or anything, so i still have plenty of time. but this distraction...it surrounds me...im not talking about playing with stuff at my desk, or checking away messages, or food, or doing anything else i can possibly think of before my work (which are all typical distractions for me)...im talking about sitting here in a daze...thinking about him. all about him. seriously. i wonder what i thought about before i had him.
so, i am taking this time to update, reflect, and maybe get into the typing mode or something...
hmm...my life...what is up...
oh! heres an interesting little tidbit of information: i went to walmart four times in the last five days. thursday, saturday, and twice today. well, on thursday i went to develop pictures from the semi and i got a few other things, like a couple frames :) and bargain pair of flip-flops, hehe...and saturday i took danielle...and today i took meagan to get her pictures developed and i needed stuff for my early childhood porfolio/picnic tomorrow (thats the work i am currently avoiding, by the way)...and guess what?! today, on my first trip to walmart, i bought only what was on my list, and not even everything on my list, cause i decided i didnt really need a couple of things. then...we went back to pick up the pictures and i didnt get anything! it was a small personal victory.
the pictures came out pretty well...i sent some home with adam for his mom, and she sent him back with a thank you gift for me! its a beanie baby bear holding flowers, and there was a card with it. i love it :) yay for awesome moms.
okay, times up.
not that i was really timing myself...i just really need to get stuff done...almost over! ooo, i cant wait for summer. it felt like a summer night tonight...well in some ways i want summer to come and in some ways i dont...overall, i do..and i dont have time to get into it now...
maybe i'll write more later...i miss getting my thoughts out and rambling onto the keyboard...ive just had better things occupying my time :D okay, now im really done. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| okay, my good days are just continuing...
so yes, i have tons of work to do, and yes, i expect it to all come crashing down on me at some point, but im not there yet, so...more procrastinating...yup...
BUT...i dont know if its the nicer weather or the fact that school is winding down or what, but people (well, not all people) have just been like, happy lately.
meagan literally skips from place to place...shes living in a cloud, right now, i swear...but its a good cloud!
jess and matt went to a show and the aquarium, and actually spent time at fsc, and matt talked a little this time, hehe.
oh and jess got accepted to clark!
and...yes, so kelly has been very overtired, which makes her giddy, but still giddy is a form of happy, so yeah.
sara is coming to fsc!!! that makes lots of people happy...espcially me, the people that have already met her (ahem, okay chris gets a special mention) and definitely the people who havnt met her...okay so yeah, thats everyone here, haha.
umm...i went to adams house today and i loved it. his family is awesome (i got a hug from his mom and dad!) and this part of his life was really nice to see...you know, home is an important place, and the glimpse i got if his was wonderful...ooo and i got to meet the famous lisa who cuts his hair...shes really cool...and the car ride was great too, because of course it consited of good music and good company...and man, i mean, as crazy as i was about this kid already, it all multiplied today.
THE SEMI IS TOMORROW...how did that happen...wow, time flies...and i am quite excited, it will be marvelous, i can feel it...we get to dress up and see the boston skyline from a boat...dance to love songs and feel all romantic and yet laugh and be silly because we're with friends...and ooo yes it will be grand and we will take lots of pictures...and the boys hate pictures, but oh well, because i promised adams mom...and its a special occasion, so there :P okay so i have a lot of energy right now even though it is 2:30am, but thats good because i have to finish my case study for class tomorrow...i guess that means i should go do that...yeah, okay | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| things that made my day today, in no particular order:
1. card from catherine
2. no quiz on The Awakening...although i read all of it yesterday...it wasnt that bad, either...a large portion of it was read using adam as a pillow, and at one point he actually turned the page for me, which i thought was really cute...he just saw me like move my finger to turn it and did it for me...ahhh...it just makes me sigh...
3. i participated in the class discussion in humanities, and it counted for my oral literature report
4. research paper due next monday instead of this wedenesday!
5. retake of the changing worlds midterm available at 12:15 tomorrow, as oppose to immediately after class today
6. package from my aunt and uncle in colorado
7. hugs and kisses :)
8. meagan having a good day, too
9. seeing chris so excited about spending time with one of my bestest friends...even though he wont tell me what the surprise is hes planning for her
10. a happy call from kelly! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so...yeah...
im trying to figure out right now if there are physically enough hours left to do the work i need to do for monday. granted, most of it should either already be done or at least partly done. is mine? no. this is bad. i need to stop procrastinating. but what am i doing now? typing in my live journal instead of reading, doing research, or actually, hey, heres a novel idea: writing! blahhh...why do i hate work so much?
i even limited myself and my activities today so as to allow myself more time to do work. like tonight after meagans show, her parents took her out to dinner, and instead of going along, i went to campus pizza with chris to get a quick something to eat and return to my room to do work. when i got back, i had a message from kelly, so i called her, talked to her for a couple minutes, and then adam beeped in and we talked for about two hours. as much as i loved it, im looking at it now and saying to myself, ahhhh!!! you did not have time to do that! but oh well. talking is good and, yeah.
oh and we lose an hour of sleep tonight. or we lose an hour of being awake. whichever way you look at it. of all the weekends, not this one!
tomorrow is palm sunday. i love palm sunday. i wish i was home for it...i miss home. but next weekend is easter! yay.
okay, time to read my chapter for the quiz on monday and then go to bed. i hope we still have the study group jeff mentioned last week. if i even have time for that. looks like i'll be missing the red sox game as it is. last week, which i meant to be a productive week, was just a hang out and have fun week. so thats that. this week is serious. ive already deciced. meagan, adam, and i have come to the realization that we need to spend some time in the library or something and just force each other to do work. and maybe reward ourselves with a movie. maybe.
theyres so much more i want to say but i have to go.
ooo, my phone is ringing: patrick!
okay, fake call :(
i dont know if that was a mistake or on purpose or what.
i need to talk to that boy. the not-so-blank stares and brush-offs are starting to get to me. but i cant let them. oh man i just got so excited that we might actually have some communication. i called back and left a message. maybe thats a step.
okay, bubye for real now. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| a lot happened this week. most of it was good :)
i havnt talked to a bunch of people about it though. things need to slow down so i can make some real phone calls.
i miss people.
i miss my family. i was there on sunday, yes. i miss them nonetheless. and next weekend is a busy one here, too...i have to get home somewhere in there, even if its during the week.
i miss my friends from home.
i miss people when im at school and they are at home, or when i am at school and so are they but i dont see much of them anyway. they know who they are, hehe.
oooo, i hope we have nice weather soon. it was beautiful on friday! i was thankful for that little sampling. it gave me hope for what is to come. seriously, there were people playing volleyball outside my dorm, i ran into jean, matt, amie, and meagan playing frisbee on my way to class, the kids at head start were running around the playground without their jackets on, and i drove with my windows down. and i went to the beach! granted, it was dark, and a little rainy, and we werent there for very long but we got to play on the swings and it was so much fun and very picturesque (using lyndseys word here) and overall awesome. i sigh and smile as i think about it. it was only about ten minutes from meagans house...although i planned on visiting her over the summer anyway, this made me extra-excited for future times in beverly.
okay, im off to bed...trying to sleep my wierd cold-thing away.
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